Yet for most of us, the first time is, well, awkward emotionally, logistically, spiritually, etc. It ended up getting out of hand with over people showing up. Since it was her first time, she bled everywhere. Feeling embarrassed, she tried to clean it up with a bottle of spray bleach she found in my bathroom. She ended up bleaching my carpet and bed sheets. She passed out covered in her own blood and bleach.
19-Year-Old Will Lose His Virginity in Front of a Crowd for the Sake of Art
American Virgin () - IMDb
When Amanda was 26 years old she found herself in a familiar but awkward situation: She was still a virgin and the guy she had been dating for three months didn't know it. She wasn't ready to sleep with him yet, but she was close, real close. One night they were at his house, making out on the couch, when he asked her, "When's the last time you had sex? She didn't know how to answer, and she didn't really want to. Two years? He acted like a victim, she says four years later, telling her that none of his friends would ever sleep with a virgin, that he'd already slept with two and would never do it again. About a week later they went to the movies together, and afterward, he walked her to the car.
I'm lying on my back in a king-size bed at the Hotel Chelsea in New York City, wearing nothing but my underwear. Next to me is a man I'll call James, an insanely attractive British guy think a younger Clive Owen I've had a crush on since we met last year. Hands down, he's the most handsome man I've ever seen close up, not to mention naked. I sneak a peek at us in a massive mirror across from the bed and think, I like him—a lot—and I might have sex!
I thought it was a dream! There was a handsome man running his hands over my body, and it felt incredible. It was my very first time with a man, and I was upset when the alarm clock woke me up. That's when I discovered I wasn't really dreaming!